Hello Spiritseeker!
Nice to see another Aussie here . I grew up in Australia and will be returning next year, definitely looking forward to that! Enjoy the sun for me while I sit out this Winter!
And may I say that I am totally down your alley when it comes to Universalism, so you are not alone. I've also felt lonely in my views (which are also ever changing) which brought me here.
I resonate with your desire to interact with others of similar, if not completely the same, views.
For me it was also my heart/spirit/intuition that refused to let me discard Jesus. My theology regarding Him and the nature of atonement is all up in the air, but there is something about Jesus that I can't shake, some very deep part of me seems to love Him...and that is more valuable to me than all discussion and community combined. So if I have to be lonely in that, then so be it.
But I am not alone in my quest, at least not online. How much fun would it be to sit down and discuss these things over a glass of wine and platter of good cheese, face to face!
But, for now this will have to do !
When reading this conversation thread, there are a few thoughts that I have that represent what I think I believe right now...these will probably change/expand etc as life progresses...
First, on the nature and heart of God. I believe that if Jesus was the exact representation of God, then I have reason to believe that God was never against us, but always for us.
If Jesus did not shy away from our mess, but met us there, then why wouldn't God have the same heart towards our brokenness? Darkness is as light to Him ("It" for the progressers amongst us still getting used to that!). So in that line of thought, my theology is starting to shift away from an angry God that Jesus had to save us from (as though God were schizophrenic), to a mercyful God who's heart broke when we broke and became flesh to show us that God is with us in our pain and does not condemn us for it, quite the opposite...Jesus went all the way, to the grave and beyond, the deepest misery, reached to the darkest parts of the universe to show us that nothing can stop Him/Her from pursuing us and bringing us home, where we belong.
So in so many words I agree with you that Jesus came to save us from ourselves and our brokenness. He did not come to judge the world, but to save it from its misery (John 3:17 paraphrased)
Brad Jersak has a nice way of putting it on the following video:
So whatever the theology around Jesus is, for me it has to be something along those lines...bet that in reality God will top even that!?
The other thought I had was regarding hell. What is hell exactly? Our broken state? Our misery? Our pain? And all the consequences thereof?
Then yes, I believe in hell and I see it all around me and in my own life...and Jesus met me there and has the keys (what do you think He intends to do with those? Lock us up for failing miserably or set us free in grace and forgiveness?)
And how about in the after-life? If the above God is real and revealed in Christ, then for me everything He/She does needs to fit within a loving/restorative/healing paradigm...so also hell... whatever that may be.
Is truth painful? I would say in some cases yes. And yet it promises to set us free.
So what about hell? What if Jesus' gehenna was something along these lines?:
What if hell is the painful encounter with Truth, that in metaphorical terms burns away all of the ignorance that has been shielding us from experiencing the pain of reality?
What if all of this happened within an unconditional, non-judgemental Presence ("God is a consuming fire")?
What if hell is the equivalent to experiencing the pain we have inflicted on others?
For example...We are reminded of each moment and the history leading up to it (from our own and the other person's point of view) and then not only feel our own pain of the moment, but also the pain of the other person involved.
Wouldn't that instantaneously cure us of all malice and anger and bitterness and immediately foster understanding and empathy and forgiveness?
And as such we will have experienced a fair measure of inevitable pain (truth hurts) while at the same time being reconciled to our enemy within a moment of time.
What if that's all hell is? Then I'd still rather avoid it...follow Christ into the ministry of reconciliation here and now, love others as I love myself now, empathise now, give people the benefit of the doubt now while I only see dimly...and thereby avoid that kind of Gehenna in the first place, not just for myself, but for the other person also.
I could live with that kind of hell and it would fit comfortably with a loving God as well as with a just God, would it not?
I like Gerry Beauchemin's thought: "Here is a God who does not destroy His enemies by annihilating or eternally tormenting them. He destroys them by making them His friends!" Gerry Beauchemin in Hope beyond Hell. (Great book by the way!)
I hope I haven't rambled too much...seeing I have no-one to talk to about these issues I feel like I'm bursting at the seams
What are your thoughts when you read the above?