Thank you so much realspiritik, your post was very uplifting. Do you believe in sin? The idea of sin makes me want to try and be perfect- which is impossible. Beating myself up for human nature seems antithesis to me.
I believe God is a loving God, my beliefs about Jesus sway back and forth. I'm mostly Christian to please my Christian family, though I want to know where exactly I stand in my own beliefs, which may take time.