Thank you for posting this. It's hard to be vulnerable when going through depression. This is one thing that it is hard to be open about. You feel misunderstood. No one understands your or no one tries to understand you. I take suicidal thoughts seriously and I appreciate you dropping a helpful hotline. I have been encouraged by encouraging articles on Biblereasons.com. If you are someone who is wrestling with suicidal thoughts know that you are not alone. You have people who love you who are willing to walk by your side. Do not be afraid to ask for help. Keep on pushing. Let's do life together! God bless!