QUOTE(McKenna @ Apr 3 2007, 09:18 PM)

One of the things I got from learning about Hinduism is that, the way Hindus see it, the three main things that people really want are infinite being, infinite knowledge, and infinite bliss, and that the way to attain this is to realize that we already have these things because we are part of God. This would imply that God is in a state of infinite being, infinite knowledge, and infinite bliss.
McKenna, I found what you wrote very interesting. I think there's a lot of resonance with this idea in many spiritual communities. I can see how it sounds pretty darned good.
All I can share is my own personal experience of what it feels like to be open to God and God's angels on a 24/7 basis. I don't shut the door because I've made a commitment to myself and God to live as much as possible in a state of connectedness and trust. This is not to say that I don't enjoy private pursuits and quiet time. This is to say, instead, that I'm fully aware that my thoughts and feelings are always an open door to God anyway, so I may as well be conscious and appreciative of that reality.
The wiser I've become with Jesus' help, the less I've related to the dream of infinite being and infinite knowledge. I still completely agree with the infinite bliss part, but my bliss has grown greater as my conscious awareness about the limits on my being and the limits on my knowledge has expanded. The more I understand who I am as a soul, with all that implies in terms of my God-given strengths and my God-given
absences of strengths, the more blissful I am. I eagerly try to expand my knowledge each day, but I try to expand that knowledge within the spheres of ability that are unique to me, that are part of the real soul me. I try to learn more about neurophysiology, because that's one of my strengths. I try to learn more about history, because that's another of my strengths. But I leave car repair and bridge repair, as two examples, to those with the mechanical and engineering ability I lack -- not as a human being, but as a soul.
I'm deeply content to be who I am. I have no desire for infinite being. I have only the desire to expand my own personal potential, and to use that potential in service to God. I have no desire for infinite knowledge, as that would necessitate that I learn about subjects I have no innate soul talent to grasp. That would be an insult to God the Mother and God the Father, who gave me a perfectly wonderful set of skills I'm perfectly happy with. I can't do everything. I can't know everything. And that's just perfect. It's fine with me. And it's fine with God the Mother and God the Father.
The better I've gotten to know Jesus, the more I've come to understand that he's also deeply content to be the unique soul he is. He has his own talents, his own strengths, and his own absences of strengths. He pushes and pushes to expand his strengths. And he turns to his angelic friends to help him in the areas where he's got absences of strengths. He can't do everything, either. He's just one soul. But he's deeply happy to be who he is.
I have also had the great privilege to talk directly to God the Mother and God the Father on occasion. They, too, are unique individuals, and their hearts are . . . well, their hearts are so filled with love you can't really put it in words (though I try). One day, I discovered quite by accident that our beloved heavenly Father loves the blues -- uptempo blues. I kid you not. I was driving down the 401 (a major Ontario expressway), and I had a blues CD turned up to maximum volume, and I was singing away as people do when they're by themselves in the car, and I was bopping along with my head moving to the rhthym, and I thought, "Oh, what the heck, I'll open the channelling door really wide and share this music with Jesus and some my other angelic friends," (yes, this is technically possible), and damned if I didn't inadvertently open the door so wide that God the Father started bopping along with the music, too. I could feel this kind of happy enjoyment coming down through my body (this is called body channelling), and I knew the feeling wasn't coming from me, and it wasn't coming from Jesus, and to be honest I was so startled by the sudden connection to our Father that I broke the channelling connection. But I was totally blown away by the experience. And it remains a beautiful, uplifting memory for me.
But I don't think our Mother enjoys the blues the same way our Father does. Don't know what she likes best, but I can feel it's not the blues.
What's really important here is that although our Mother doesn't share exactly the same interests as our Father, she loves him for who he is, and she supports him fully in his unique interests. This is the same way our Mother and Father love us -- with support and gratitude for our uniqueness.
So that's where I am. Hope this helps.
Love Jen